I have a great weekend...what about u?

Hey there....sorry for MIA lately...i'm have tons of job to do in the office. Everytime we hit December and January, we're working like hell everyday. So the last weekend me and bf spent the weekend together. And the best part is there is sale everywhere and i was like going crazy! Yeah, i spent a lot of money last weekend, get my feet hurt, but i still happy...Nway, i just want to show u my small little haul. hehehe...
First, i want to show u my Etude House haul...Well, last week i've been reading a post from Jojoba which she claim she had a crushed with Etude House. So, me and bf went to 1 Utama and looking for that store. Gosh, i parked my car at the wrong wing. I went there and i parked my car at the Old Wing. So we have to walked from the Old Wing to the New Wing, i was damn tired...I'm not having any breakfast or lunch that day because i was too exited to see the Etude House..But thanks to my bf for having the patien to walk me there..hehehe...So here is my small haul.

The only eyeshadow that i bought. I just want to try one, and i like it very much...It's pigmented, not so powdery and got shimmer in that. It cost only RM9.90!

The famous BB Magic Balm. I was sold by the salesgirl..It's a foundation, sunblock, concealer, acne/blemish medicated, oil free, waterproof all in one. It also came with a cute foundation brush. RM69.90 in a large tube container..really worth the money. If u don't like the balm, u still can use the brush!

I got the small eyeliner brush and the skunk brush. It was made by synthetic and goat hair. It sooo soft..i like it! The eyeliner brush is RM12 and the skunk brush is RM46

Moistfull Skincare mini set which i buy for RM3 (purchase with purchase). I haven't try it yet but i tested on my skin the toner and lotion is oil free and absorb very well on my skin. The salesgirl told me the actual price is RM30.

The pretty pink paperbag...I LOVE PINK!

I hate this part

I think this is the first time i talk about personal thing on my blog. Well, last night me n bf decided to move on and live our own life. Or in other words - break up. Yeah...after 3 years relationship, on and off, up and down, i decide to make this decision for my own sake. Yes, for my OWN. I didn't mean to be selfish but i have to be mean to be kind. We're having so much trouble lately...we keep fighting, arguing to each other. I didn't mean that's all his fault...part of it is my fault too. I think the MAIN reason is - TRUST. He having problems trusting me even after 3 years of relationship. Then i said "why should i stay if he doesn't trust me anymore?" It's hard for me to let him go..I love him....i do love him....But our relationship is getting worse day by day and he start saying something 'rude' and bad to me. It feels like humiliate.... And i said, enough is enough and i made decision to leave him.
Yesterday, after i finished work and back home i watched tv and turn to E channel and there is Keeping Up With The Kardashian show. I watched it and there is scene where Kourtney, Kim's eldest sister find out his bf having an affair with another girl. She want to break up, go for holiday to forget all the problems and decide to forgive her bf and gave another chances to her bf. Then i sadi to myself "should i give him another chance?" This questing keep playing in my mind all and all again.....But i have no answer.....
After finish watching the show, i turn to MTV and The Pussycat Dolls latest video just started. The 'I hate this part' song is like the same thing happen to me right now. I was in sobber and suddenly this song came and the story in this song is exactly happen in my life right now. I feels like the TV is understand how my feeling at that time! This is the lyrics...

I Hate This Part - The Pussycat Dolls

We're driving slow
Through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio's
All that we can hear

Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us its worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scheme
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you its hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

"I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see the sunset in your eyes"

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here
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This is exactly what happen to us lately...I want to break up, but it the most hardest part and i hate to do it...Yeah, i hate it. While watching that video, suddenly my nephew stand in front of the TV and suddenly he dancing in front of the TV following the rhythem of that song. I was like....what is he doing? and i laughed my loud out! Hahaha...suddenly there is someone who make me smile after the whole sober day. He is the only man who never disapointed me. I love my nephew sooooo much.

Well, at night she came to my house and we have some conversation by the pool. He asked for appologize... But i said it's hard for me to forgive him..i hurt so much... He begging me and i stick to my desicion. I just can't give another chances...I already gave him tons of chances before and he never change! I know him for 3 years and i know him well enough to judge him and i know exactly what happen if i would give him another chance.i know it....That's why i stick to my decision, i know it's hard to let him go. Although the worse part came from him but i can't deny the good things about him. He is THE ONLY MAN in my whole life who would do anything for me. It sound ridiculous rite? But it's true. From our 1st date until now, he is the one who always by my side every time i need someone. He is a good friend, a good ear, be everywhere i go. But besides of that, he having trust problems and we keep fighting and arguing almost everyday. Can u imagine how bad my mental situation when we fight everyday?
I can't sleep last night....After that conversation, he back home and called me on the phone. He cried alot..i know he regret it, but i know he will not change. He told me that all was his fault. But just like the song- I CAN"T TAKE UR TEARS.....I said to him, what past is past, we have to move on with our own life...I hung up the phone and i think i have to sleep, i have to forget all this things. Life must go on....i am stupid if all this things ruin my whole life. I turn off the light and i go to sleep with tears on my eyes........

We're having a family barbeque

It's been a buzy weekend last week. My sister and my cousins came to my house since it's school holiday rite. Even my little brother Iman also came along and leave bibik at home alone. Haha...The house is like....hmmm...what is the best word?? CRAZY! yes...totally happening! On Sunday, my oldest brother decide to have a barbeque near the pool and he invited my 2nd brother and i also invited my other 2 cousins who accidently came to my mom's house that day. At first, my 2 cousins didn't came along as they don't have clothes and underwear lol! But my lil sister said to them to borrow her clothes. U know what?my mom helped them packed the clothes !(they too shy to borrow all the stuff). So, as usual things that not on plan always happen, but when u plan this, plan that, it never go right. So that evening, my brother, my sister-in-law, my cutest nephew (my mom call him 'Didit'), Ida and Ifa (both is my cousins) come to my house with my brother's new car. Cewahhhh...
We having the most hilarious barbeque i ever had, we make beef satay, marinated chicken tight, lamb chop, marinated prawn with english herbs, marinated catfish with tumeric, marinated potato with oregano and olive oil, AND chicken bishop. Yes...chiken bishop! Yummm... We also make a garden sald with thousand island sauce, boiled baby carrot and brocoli with oyster sauce. It simple and delicious. Owh, i forget to mention that i also cooked Chinese fried rice with mixed vegetable. It's alot rite? Yeah...i'm exhauseted, but i'm happy like cow! Hehehe....But i forget to get the pictures from my sister's camera. I will attached the pictures later...

Makeup Collection (til' Nov 2008)

Hey guys....i always wanted to post about my makeup collection here. But i always think that i only have small haul and it's not so 'big' when i post it. But last nite, i took some pic of my collection and i realize i have lots of makeup. And this obsession will keep going and going...and my collection is getting bigger and bigger. I also decide to buy a new drawer to keep all my makeup. So, here is some eye candy for u guys...My Makeup Collection. Tadaaaa..........! Eh, the pictures shown is a bit blurry, my camera didn't work well because the bad lighting in my room.So, here it is....enjoy!

Eyeshadow-MAC, Stila, Bobbi Brown, Avon, Elianto

Pigment samples. I only buy samples because 1 jar will last forever. I bought it from Enpointe. She always have a great offer and she will give free Sweet Scent sample with every pigment package u buy, plus free shipping! I only have 1 full jar pigment sample which i bought from the Overich Collection. But i regret it because i don't use that much pigment for my whole life!

Blushes...as u see, i have 3 Revlon blushes. U can see how much i love Revlon blushes from the whole rite ;) I only have 1 MAC blush from the Sonic Chic collection. The reason i only have 1 MAC blush is, i don't like MAC blush. I purchased Foolish Me and Springsheen, but i sold it on ebay. I don't like it. I also bought my first Nars Deep Throat blush. FYI, there's no Nars in Malaysia, i bought it on ebay and the seller said, she bought it on her trip to Bangkok. I also have Bobbi Brown blusher, i like it, the color payoff is great, small amount will do. But it cost RM80 for 3.2g rather than RM75 for 6g MAC blush.

Mascaras....i love Maybelline mascara since i was 18. I have Volume Express, Black, Brown and waterproof (grey cap). I love MAC mascara as it didn't clump, but they don't have a waterproff formula for each type of mascara that they have. Currently, i love MAC Plush Lash mascara (two from left). My sister called it big fat mascara lol!

I missing 1 lipstick in this pictures. I tought i left it somewhere but i finally i found it in my car and it melting. Sad :( Currently, i only have 7 lipsticks. 5 from MAC, 1 Revlon and 1 L'Oreal. Actually i have more than this, but i gave my not-so-favorite lipsticks to my sister lol!

Lipglosses...i love love love lipgloss. I tried so many brand before and i love MAC more than anything else.

MAC Cleanse Off Oil, MAC Fix+, MAC Paint Pot (this is wonder!) MAC Fluidline and Stila Smudge Pots (hate it!)

Powders and foundation. MAC Blot Powder (great for oily skin like me), MAC Studio Fix foundation compact (love it!), MAC Emanuel Ungaro beauty powder, Silkygirl Oil Control face powder (my everyday use). I also have MAC Studio Fix fluid foundation, but i don't use it and i decide to sell it. If anyone interested, do let me know. I also wearing L'Oreal True Match foundation for my everyday use. Love this foundation, i already finished 4 bottles of this foundation!

My brushes...Most of them i bought from Elianto. Some of them is great and some of them is suck.
My pride and joy...Finally i own my own MAC brushes..

My day skin care SKII and L'Oreal UV Perfect with SPF50++

My night skin care by Tia Amelia. This product was introduce by my sister and solve my problems skin. I have a horrible acne-prone skin. After using this for 2 weeks, i received a compliment from my family and friends about my skin changing. And now i introduce this product to all my friends.

MAC Cult Of Cherry and small haul

Actually, the Cult Of Cherry launched on last August. I already take some pic of this collection but i kinda lost this pic and finally i found it in my sis's folder. So, i just pick the pictures and post it in here...So, here's a small haul of the Cult Of Cherry collection. I went to MAC with my sister and i got some stuff there.
First, of course i grab the Tempting Quad, which is very pretty.... I usually picked colour that can be use everyday. I don't buy something fancy or bright color like fushia or bright pink as i don't use it! But at this palette, i know that i don't use the green one (Sharp) but i believe that i will be using all the 3 other colors. I love love love the Tempting. Me personally love brown color...anything from brown i will lovwe it! I know it's a permanent color, but hey, the palette is a good bargain! 4 colors only for RM138 rather that RM57 IF u buy it separately!
Ok2, no more talk about this collection. It so out-of-date and i'm actually running out of time. I have to pick up my sister from tution class so i have to be hurry ya. Enjoy this pic!

MAC Red She Said, Passions Of Red, Adoring Carmine Collection

A few weeks ago, Estella from M.A.C KLCC called me and said that they will be handling an event on Nov 11 for their new collection , Red She Said. Besides, there will be their new holiday collection. So, yesterday, i went there and they have an event but only for invited guest only. I just go to MAC stores and meet Estella and she shows me their new collection. I only take home 2 things, which is Smokey Eyes Palette and 5 Basic Eyes Brush. I want to buy more, but the there just too many crowds and it's difficult to try all the makeup with all the crowds. Even my bf cannot help me to pick some shades and he told me to called him when i'm finished. I know he hate place with too many crowds...sian abg... So i asked Estella to try the Smokey Eye Pallete on my eyes and i like it so much. She also told me to buy the Basic Eyes Brushes. At 1st, i want the Basic Face Brushes, but i told her to reserve it for me and i will come back later.
So here is the haul...it just a small haul...i will be back again to MAC and i decide to but the Warm Eye Pallete and Basic face brushes. Will be update later!

The special MAC's shopping bag.

The cute ribbon on the shopping bag

The Smokey Eye Palette, gorgeous!

Gorgeous gorgeous....i'm in love

The 5 Basic Eyes Brushes box. It really big...

The contents of the box. Zipper makeup bags, zipper brush bag and the brushes. LOVE!

The bags

The brushes

From up to down : 209SE ,212SE ,217SE(love!) ,275SE , 252SE

Last but not least, here is the look that Estella has create for my eyes last night

My 1st smokey eyes look

I Won 3 Cleo's Contest

There's lot of happening things happen in my life last week... In 2 weeks, Cleo has sent me 3 letters to tell me that i won 1-Letter of the month 2- Elancyl promotion 3- Cleo beauty survey. But they asked me to pick the prizes starting November,1 till Nov, 30. As usual, i asked my bf to pick the prizes for me. So....yesterday, he picked all the prizes and here is the prizes that i won.

First, i was picked as the winner for Letter of The Month and the prize is ISO haircare system worth RM250. Here is what i've got....

Daily Cleanse Shampoo and Tamer Foam (mousse)

Shampoo and serum for colored hair

Shampoo, conditioner and leave on conditioner for bouncy effect

Second, i won the Elancyl Promotion. Elancyl is a new brand in Malaysia and they are promoting their new product which is cellulite serum. And then i said, wow! that's great as i have tons of cellulite and i'm lucky that i won this products. This product using ingredients like caffein as they belive caffein helps to remove stubborn cellulite. But this product only focusing to tight and bottom area, because it claims it will reduce size but at the same time will firming the butt area. It's the latest tech it said! Whatever it is, i must try this product!



Last but not least, i won the Cleo's Beauty Survey and they giving Maybelline Lipgloss for 1st 500 entries. I always wanted this lipgloss but i don't like the consistency of this product. So i end up not buying it because i don't want to waste my money and then i'm not using it. But i guess i'm lucky again! Hare is the pictures....

Finally, here is everything that i've got yesterday...... Totally will last for the lifetime lol!